I DON'T WANNA BE A SMOKER, BECAUSE - (This post as a reminder for me for not smoking too often) As simply as.... IT WILL DRAINING MY SAVINGS. So today I bought maybe my 6th box of cigarettes, and start feel that I am addicted to those thing and it makes me worry because this is unusual for me. Let me tell you that I have some history with a cigarettes, smoking, smokers etc, by the way who doesn't? and but the worrying part is I never felt like this (addicted) before. Do I really need to smoke? ok I am starting ask a stupid question...
So I was starts knowing about smoking of course from my father and other family member, but I was not really curious about what they are really doing the with the paper, weeds and all the stuffs, until I saw the one left on our bathroom also with the lighter and that day was my first day I met the cigar, I was swallowing the smoke and my throat is hurt as hell, after that day, I never give any of my attention ever on a cigar, I am good boy then, never smoke, or drunk, or fighting, but I do the other stuffs, such as.... marbles?
Even after my high school, but when I start my first job on the offshore, that was my first day met with my field staffs and the first thing they have offer me is a cigar. Well, after more than 15 years traumatic of a cigar that hurts my throat, what do think I will say to them? I said NO, but I saw their face a bit disappointed with my rejection. They told me about the culture and lifestyle in offshore etc etc, so I was thinking about politics and my positions too if I still decided to not smoking at all, so here they are my first professional day as a smoker and it's happened for almost 7 months, because I decided to resigned, not a about smoking thingy but more that, let's skip that part.
So as easily I stop smoking, but in certain times, I do smoke again or as society called a social smoker (if you watching Mad Men show video in Kemang, they caught me in tape when I am smoking oh why) but it rare to happened until two weeks in a row a bought a box of cigarettes by my own money, and starts to worry about what I did. So I became a regular smoker? I don't want to be one, really :(, but I keep looking for cigar, especially in the morning before my shower and it is happening lately, four cigars a day, and I think I need a help already. SO this post as a reminder for me for not smoking too often
Why I don't wanna be a regular smoker, because:
- SAVINGS: I started to saving my incomes early this year, if I became someone who spent a box of cigars a day? hmmm I am too poor for that, even-though I will not get a Prada either, but I don't wanna afford that in my life, everyday, even in my professional 7 months as a smoker, I was not bought any single cigar because it was included on the jobs budget. But how if you have a free cigars for the of rest of your life? see the next denial reason below!
- SKIN FACE: No budget for this too, I am using a cheapest skin product in the entire universe (except it is sample for the review :p) for my skin treatment, but do I looks like 24 yo guy? do you think so? How if I too often smoking and look uglier than when I didn't smoke? - Placenta Facial, Gold, Coffee, Mud, Blood, Glass, no? what else Laser, Botox, Face Surgery, crazy stuff, well that's absolutely more money.
- OTHER HEALTH REASONS: Great white smile (although I still drink coffee), red lips, good sense of tastes and smell, better blood flow, no bad breath or mouth odor etc etc... But why is Kate Moss looks still so damn gorgeous? I need more research!!!
Once again This post as a reminder for me for not smoking too often... Wish me luck